I’m tired. Staying away from all of you—that’s the best outcome. Just let me be alone until the day I die. A forsaken orphan, wandering through a world that never wanted me. Even stray cats and dogs eventually find a place to belong. But I belong to no one. I’m just waiting…
The ones who judge women’s bodies. The ones who manipulate for sex. The ones who cheat, who betray, who treat intimacy like a game. The ones who keep breaking women—those are the ones you say understand love?
I feel deeply disappointed in this world. I can’t find anyone who shares my values. I can’t find another version of myself. In a world this vast, with so many people, I still can’t find someone who speaks the same language as I do. I feel like an orphan.
The truth is, no one really loves women who don’t have a mainstream body. I’m just a fool. They only pretend to love me because they want to sleep with me.